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Where should I rest my heart?

O, Lord, how long will it continue? If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it. A father, who beats me up and humiliates me since I was three, for me being who I am. A mother, who just watch, and won't save me. I don't believe in my parents. Moving around, to north, south, east and west. Separated from brothers across the Pacific. I don't have a home. Do they even mind a little about the children? Their suffering from repeated separation and loss since the childhood? All they care about is making more and more money. I don't believe in corporations. I pledged allegiance to the flag of the United States of America. Yet, the seal of His Majesty the Emperor was stamped onto my passport, and that was, and still is, the only passport I have. I don't belong to a nation. What about a girl? Let's try some loving with a lovely girl. But, no. She will ditch you instantly and break your heart, for you are no good to her. It is so painful to let i...

Searching for my faith - What do I need to do?

This is my first English post. I usually write my blog exclusively in Japanese. Though I may make some mistakes, please bear with me. To tell the truth, I'm not that confident in my English writing skill. Although I have more than 10 years of experience with the English language, I'm still not quite fully contempt with my English skill, especially in the fields of speaking and writing. English grammer tricks me. I need the help of the google search, for I struggle often with grammatical problems. I tend to forget the articles. I'm never sure if I should put "a" or "the" or nothing. Yes, I've read grammatical textbooks, but it didn't really teach me any solid, stable rule. I don't have that problem with German, so maybe it is an English language thing. The English grammatical rules are sometimes too ambiguous, in my opinion. Anyways, couple learning methods such as reading novels and writing blogs should bring improvements. Today's...